Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Missing My Grandmothers
I always get kind of emotional on grandparents day. I some times feel a little jealousy, because my kids know both sets of their grandparents and I never did. I never knew my grandmothers. My dad's mother I vaguely remember and my mom's mother died when my mom was young. So i often wonder what they were like, what their voices sounded like. How loving they would have been? Or what kind of cookies they made? Would they be proud of me? I really don't know a whole lot about them, But I know they were very kind and loving women. Just to hear them say my name would be a blessing. I do long for the day when we will all be together and we will all share eternity together. At least believing in a loving and kind God there is hope to see those from the past again. There will be no pain, no fears and no sadness. What a great day that will be. Take time to remember the people in your family you never met and be glad we'll see them in heaven.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
A Peace of Mind.
Now worrying is not my thing. I have my fathers genes, he is chilled out about everything, but I am nowhere near his calmness. I have some of my mother's genes also. I won't get into that. :) But a peace of mind I am working hard on, I really believe that all things work out for those who believe. I try not to focus to far ahead in the future, I just see what the day will bring. I have always believed that worrying is someone else's problem not mine. Nothing really gets me frazzled and I focus on what I might be able to do to make the problem less of a hassle. That usually works. But our mind needs to slow down a lot. I know we all have pressures in our families, our workplace and other areas of life, but we need to offer our problems to God. I got a little worked up this weekend because my heart started its funny heart beat and I couldn't understand why it was doing it. I'm on medicine, but I prayed and it has since quit doing it. A relief!
With all the things going on in our world it adds to the stress, but I decided to turn off the 24 hour news stations and just ignore all the lies they state to get their ratings up. The news stations bring a lot of garbage to us. It's to the point where you can't believe anybody on there. So it's gone from my TV, and life has been less of a worry. I read a lot of Christian living books, these books have brought peace to my mind. I have a list of them in the right hand column on this blog. They are defintely worth reading.
As I look at this picture of pumpkins I get a good sense of relief looking at them. I believe God gave us holidays and the decorations that come with them to give us relief, a peace of mind. Fall is a sign of change in our world and our lives. Just like in our own lives we can have a season of change every day, if we allow it. God wants us to change for the good in all things. To become better at life and better in him. To find that peace of mind that only he can give. Give yourself a break and do something great. Take time to help others and give them some peace in their mind. Make room for God and he will clean out those worries on your mind. Be blessed with peace in him and you will find things will be better.
Friday, October 02, 2009
To My Darling Shannon. Happy Tenth Anniversary!
We are a simple couple, we often hide behind the scenes and hang out with our children. I enjoy having lunch with her while the kids are at school and we just enjoy being with each other. We've had our arguments and days of just needing to be away from each other, but we always have a great love that bonds us together. I am thankful for God and His ability to put certain people together for a reason, his reasons. I believe he has blessed me with a perfect girl, someone who loves life and wants the best for all of us. She is my dream that finally came true, my princess whose love will ever consume me. Today I am thankful for her love, and her willingness to love me as a complicated man sometimes. May God bless our marriage! I love you , Shannon
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
The Amazing Love I See in God's Animals
Since it has become a little cooler during the night she seems to be liking to sleep in the house at night. When she is in the house in the morning she roams around the house looking for the kids while they are at school. She misses them, and when they arrive she is in the middle of them. She has become our spoiled little cat it seems, and I have taken a liking to her though. She is a good cat well behaved, doesn't get on the counter tops or the tables. She just seems to like our being around her. It's almost sad to think that nobody wanted her and just left her near our house. She is just a cat that is sweet and has feelings.
I wander in amazement that God gave us such a variety of animals to choose from to become our pets and be able to enjoy them as much as all of us has. Our God is a lover of his children and his animals he created. He put a lot into making all these wonderful creatures, that they have the ability to make the lonely feel wanted. That they are able to be trained to help the blind walk, to help the elderly smile and make the sickest of children happy and cheerful. For those who feel God is against them or feel that our God is a God that brings evil upon this Earth, think again! He is God of great love. If he can bring love to the simplest animals here, take a look at the love he brings to every man, woman and child. Our God is a living Creator that continues to bring about pure happiness and great love to His people. Make the choice to be loved by the Lord above. Take a look at your pet tonight and see the what the creator put into them to be able to do what they can do. I stand in awe of our Creator!
Monday, September 28, 2009
God's Amazing Gift of Grace
So when I look at this picture of fire what is the phrase that comes to mind about the invention of fire. "Man discovered fire!" In never came out as Man invented fire does it? Why doesn't it state "invent" instead of "discover?" Somebody way back then realized that fire was supposed to be. Discovered not invented. It was God who invented it. Fire was to be a natural part of his creation. It's his, not ours! So why is it nowaday's that it is invented for everything that is really discovered?
As I read more about the fall of man in the garden of Eden, it seems it was all going to be told. God was willing to show man all that is supposed to be in existence. Who knows what God had planned to show man. He was willing to show him all there is supposed to be in creation. There was not to be any question about anything, everything was there every answer to every question. Because God walked with man in the garden. But then the fruit was plucked and then the bite was taken and sin was brought forth. Our answers were turned into questions, and confusion set in and man had to discover what was supposed to be. But instead of discovery it became invention, our creation, and we took the credit and didn't give God any praise for it. I've come to realize over the years that all we have is the Lord's and not ours. Everything we have, see smell, touch and taste is God's. It is all loaned out from Him to us- It's called Grace. Grace is a gift given to the undeserved, which is us. Many live life in God's grace and don't even realize it. The man who claims to have invented something, it's not his idea but the fact through God's grace God set forth to the man or women the knowledge to do something great. But do any of us realize this? Not all! But some do and they realize that God has given us a clue through his gift of grace. The answer or design was already in God's closet of inventions he just allowed us to figure it out so he would get a little thanks for something so great. When we think we have invented something or found an answer to a life long question, don't take the credit give it all to God. Grace is amazing isn't it?
Saturday, September 26, 2009
October is Coming~ :)
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
He's Got The Whole World In His Hands!
There is fear in some people from the day of 9/11 that wonder if a plane is going to strike their building. There are people who are working and thinking about someone else other than their spouse and decide to take the action with the other person that they have been desiring for a long time. I'm sure there are some bad and illegal business decisions going on in one of those buildings. It being morning the prostitutes are resting from there long night of making money for sex. The mafia also are still lurking in the picture somewhere getting ready to make some very illegal decisions to harm somebody in some way. Cussing, there are a lot of people doing that in that picture especially on Wall Street. Yet, I'm sure somewhere in this picture somebody is praying, pleading to the Creator to help all these caught up in the world to take the step and repent.
In one small picture of the largest city in the United States there is so much going on. An anthill in action in constant movement. Probably doing more than what I have mentioned above. Yet, one Being is in control of it all taking care of every thought, every person and every animal and plant and molecule on the Earth. Seeing it all. Keeping it all in control and held together. To me that is amazing! I stand in awe of our God!
Sunday, September 20, 2009
So The Glory Of God May Be Revealed
I remember the verse in the Bible when the disciples asked about the handicapped person. They asked, "Who sinned him or his parents?" Jesus said it happened to reveal the glory of God. It does, it allows us to see our selfishness and allows us to see how God works through everything and everyone. It awakens us to think less of our complaints and allows us to want to love more. Almost every person whom I have known handicapped are strong individuals that have excepted their inability to do most things and carry on with daily life. We as individuals are constant complainers and really feel we deserve better. But we have no excuse to complain about anything. Use your God given abilty and talent to give hope to all. Include all, in every one of your activities. Don't exclude anybody for any reason. Show God's love to all and let the world know of God's love through our daily example. Make footprints in time.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
The Constant Ride of Life. It's Killing Us!
We have an answer, an end to all this crud that has been put upon us. I came to a point in my life where I just had to say enough is enough. I had to humble myself and go to God and give it all to him. At that moment he came in and made it right. There was alot in their he had to clean up. Guilt, sin, loss of hope, fear and arrogance. It didn't happen over night it took a long time and a lot of prayer. Earnest prayer! I didn't promise God anything I just asked for him to take over and transform me over time. He has and continues to do a good work in me. I found the end of the ferris wheel, the world let me off and I met my Creator there. Many in this world are hard hearted, they believe they have it all under control and that their decison of taking the steering wheel of life and driving it themselves will go in the right direction. It won't!
I saw a sign the other day that read, "Do not conform but tranform." We all conform to this world and follow what the planet says to do, but it doesn't make any sense. We are just like the rest of the world, we conform. Transform. God wants us to transform in him. That we might transform others into the way he wants us. Nothing good comes out of the devils way of life. It's amazing when you see the way God sees things. Interest in money becomes less, helping others makes people happier. Thinking less of self and more of others makes things and life make sense. Take your life to a higher standard. Allow God to come into your life and feel his presence there right with you and in you. He will never leave you, when you have questions he has an answer. Life is great when there is help in all things.
I have a list of books that I believe God led me to. They are listed on the right hand column on my blog. If you seriously have questions these books will give you the answers. Many of them cleared up my questions that I had, they inspired me to believe in a God who is loving yet determined to keep me in line and give me all the insight I need to battle the pressures of Satan. I have been transformed and in a life process to becoming what God wants me to be. Allow him to get you off of the ferris wheel of life and become one with him.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Missing Oppurtunities From God. Lacking in Our Faith.
I don't want to play it safe anymore. I want to be that person that takes a huge step out of my comfort zone and takes the risk. If we fall on our face we can always get back up and take another punch or we can play it safe and duck the punch. I usually am the person who is a day late and a dollar short. That's how things have always panned out. Maybe I missed the voice of God calling me to take a step toward an oppurtunity that he had planned for me. Missing the chance to serve him through another person, is something i always play it safe with. To me that is a very sad oppurtunity missed, and it saddens him because I had a small faith. We as Christians need to look very closely at oppurtunities to grab an offer from God.
I have been reading about how we should see with the eyes of Christ. Our goals in life should not be about oppurtunties of making money, but chances to see others with the compassion of Christ. To see somebody in need of love and a slight glimpse of hope. We have been given more than our cup can hold from God. He wants to be served and loved by serving others in the name of Christ. Money is nice, but it doesn't buy our complete satifaction and never will. But serving others is how we will find a lot of satisfaction in life. Satan wants nothing holy in our lives, so he takes us and makes us timid and selfish and we stay right where he wants us. He keeps us focused on ourselves and keeps us from seeking the oppurtunity that God wants us to take on. Our world wants us to be completely focused on our needs and satisfaction. We need to take the leap of faith and seek God's oppurtunities as he presents them for us to do. May God bless us with a faith in him that will take on his unseen journey for us and others.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Go Steelers!
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
A Very Good Speech!
It was very clear in the speech of what his intentions are for health care reform, and I agree with it. It sounded really like a good plan. Obama addressed the lies, which was a very good thing to do. A lot of the fear and anger have been because of all the misleading accusations from others who don't want health care reform.
I noticed something different about this President than all the former ones. He fights for the underdog, he believes we can all be on the same page in life and he wants to help all who can't help themselves. I also noticed that when people stood there and clapped he didn't stand there and enjoy the applause like former Presidents. He wanted to speak ang not stand in the glory he was being given. If you watch this speech with an open mind, and hear without prejudice ears you will hear and see what I heard. I'm not an Obama praiser or do I support all his actions, but I did see something I liked about him though. Hopefully, this reform on healthcare will pass and workout the way he thinks it will and will do all he says it will do, then maybe we can all rest and finally feel good about something he did! May God Bless Us all
Monday, September 07, 2009
The Fear Against Our Freedom
I wrote on my status tonight on Facebook asking people to give me a topic to write about tonight. The only one I got was about the controversy facing Obama's speech in the schools tomorrow. Which I have read the text and see nothing but a man trying to do the job that the teachers and parents aren't doing. Bringing inspiration to the next generation, telling them to stay in school and take the responsibility on themselves to get an education. Basically, let's not have another generation of bums. Which is what we're seeing. I know a lot of people right now that have just dropped out of school for no apparent reason. You need an education or you will be seen in the world as a bum. I know that sounds mean and I know there are a lot of people who have been successful without an education. There are few though.But the controversy drives me nuts! Somebody has decided that they don't like Obama, so they have turned against him and decided to start a fight. I don't completely agree with all of Obama's decision, but nobody gives anybody a chance anymore. We are a closed minded nation who wants nothing to do with change. We went through a lot of crap with Bush for 8 years I'm sure we can take a little more. But hopefully things will be better. Bush started the mess with the bailouts and we now have to grin and bare more bailouts.
We are so fearful of this guy turning our nation into a communist one. We live in fear, we are angered about health care so much, that fights are breaking out in the protest lines. It just doesn't make sense. If you look at our health care, it's a system of total greed! All this controversy is being driven by a bunch of money hungry lobbyists and insurance companies who don't want to lose any of that green paper we give so much value to. Stand back and pray about all these lies that are triggering through our nation. I don't do politics at all. There is to much noise going on between two sides that really don't have a clue of what they're really doing either. It's just a mess. I'm sure I will get a comment on here that will try to persuade me into believing the agenda of either party. But I won't listen, my life revolves around God not politics. If God wanted me to live on the streets I would. Because He would have a reason, so that his will be done. Don't live in the realm of this world and its lies, live to see what God's will is for all of us and then live by His guidance in great faith. Thanks Jim for the topic, I think I went a little farther than Obama's controversial speech though.
Friday, September 04, 2009
Just Believe!

Thursday, September 03, 2009
Seeing With God's Eyes

Monday, August 31, 2009
Been Awhile, sorry

Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Twitter?????
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Our Fear

Monday, August 10, 2009
Missing The True Meaning Of Being A Follower Of Christ

Wednesday, August 05, 2009
A Crazy Way To Wake Up

Tuesday, August 04, 2009
The Amish

Monday, August 03, 2009
It Was Good To Go Home

Friday, July 24, 2009
Vaction Hiatus

Saturday, July 18, 2009
Our LIving Shepherd

Thursday, July 16, 2009
Peace Be Still

Finally! Crocs Are Dead!

Monday, July 13, 2009
Life; How Do You Balance It All Out?

How do you maintain sanity? Everything lately has just been coming at me like a freight train. I'm trying to figure out how to juggle it all. Family, work, the house and finding time to go to church. I work for Lowe's and they have really of late kept me from attending church. I hate it and I hate them. But I am not a quitter, I will stay in the game.
Even now while I am trying to write this Cayden my youngest is crying and wanting to sit on my lap. So I am writing with a three year old right now in my lap. Very difficult! But I am adjusting to it.
I pray to our Lord all the time and ask Him to please give me an answer to all this caous. Yet, there is still no answer. But I will be patient with him because he has been very patient with me.
The other night when I came home from work I was very stressed out. I couldn't get myself to calm down. So I finally ask God for some assistance and immediately I became calm and forgot about all the crap at work. It was useless to allow myself to be worried about work and everything else in life . When the only thing that mattered was my walk with him. That's all that matters. So I have decided to stick it out and I'm going to try something new. I'm going to write a book. Don't know when, I do know what is going to be about. I pray I can do this and that God will write through me. That's what he has been doing through me the past couple of years on this blog. I really feel he will do this through me in another way. Nothing I have written has been through my own accord. It has been God all along.
I have been feeling this pressure for quite some time to write a book about arrogance in our world. So now I need to figure where he will begin in me to write something. I might start next week and I might not start till I am 60 years old, but I will write this book some how.
As I read about the night the disciples were in the rocking boat it makes me feel comfortable that Jesus had all things under control. The boat was swaying and tossing about. The disciples were totally freaking out with great fear. Then we read that Jesus was asleep and thought nothing of the great storm. He was more alarmed at his followers and their lack of faith. He said with great might "Peace Be Still." And it was. Christ has it all under control. He knows all about this Earth all to well. He came as a human being to feel our pain and to take away our pain. We all need to go to him and ask him to come into our lives. And he will say "Peace Be Still." And it will be!
Thursday, July 09, 2009
Who Is To Be Blamed For Our Sin?

I don't know what or who you blame bad things or painful situations on. But I usually took the blame or fault upon myself. I often thought who else would I blame? I made the decision and I always felt it was my fault. So now as I grow older and maybe a little more wise in my life. I feel the blame is all Satan's.
I know we have a brain and if our lives are laid upon the foundation of Christ. Should we still blame ourselves for the stupid decisions we make? I really feel we should take some of the blame, yet Satan is at his best when we are weak. He can slide in at just the right time.
Someone said one time in Bible class that Satan strikes right when things are going good for us. When Satan sees us at our most spiritual point in our lives, he's poised and ready to strike. That is so true. Really he strikes at any time. But for him to see us at our closest to God, he despises it. He wants nothing Godly to come out of our lives. He wants us to be his victim.
The picture above really gets me. It makes me feel relief. To know that Jesus has become human to do what we couldn't, makes me rejoice. It makes me put the blame at the foot of the cross, and Christ erases it all. WOW!
I try not to judge anybody. Including myself. There are a few people I am thinking about right now. I see there selfishness destroying others around them. Dividing a family! It kills me and I am in great division right now. Who is to blame? Satan is a major factor right now, but I also believe another person is to blame for dividing up the family. It angers me, yet I don't know nothing else but to pray about the situation. This person needs to "bow" up and become the person they should be and put their selfishness aside and rid their life of Satan. I do blame Satan for this whole situation and hope the party responsible repents and does what they need to do, people are hurt and God can heal all involved. Let's get the world and Satan out of our lives and focus on the real reason we are here. Serving God, Christ, the Holy Spirit and serving others. That is our reason for being here. Not to party and live life to the fullest, but to serve a higher power!
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
Michael Jackson?????

Friday, July 03, 2009
Jesus, The Fountain Of Life











